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Light after the darkness

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 After not being able to tolerate the intense myalgia and unbearable pain, often my body quivers and shakes in confusion and my thoughts sink into an all-time low.   As I prepare my resume for another job and on LinkedIn see how friends and juniors have gone up the ladder and I can't hold onto a single wrung, forget ever working like the smart girl I used to be, I feel huge waves of sorrow come up and engulf me. No I can't run to my heart's content, can't play volleyball or pick children and laugh and jump with them like old days. When siblings and friends cook a storm up, I am still trying to fumble with rotting legs trying to finish one dish for the kids' meal. I look at their energy and laughter and mirth and see my own being swallowed up with time. I  stand at the road side and watch folks swirl their cars with pride, yet I console my heart that we cant get behind the wheel right now and gently rub those dreams off my mind. There is a stunning silence inside tha...

Powerful yet loving Shepherd.

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Isn't it worth noting that Isaiah prophesied during the pre-Christ era that God (Messiah) will come in power with great might and then he switches the tone and idea of the message that he will gather his flock like a shepherd?? What is the connection, is there a contradiction here? 💭 Indeed that is what the Mighty God of the heavens gave the highest priority on his agenda. War, end of the other powers and his kingdom was yet to come - but before that He thought it important that his elect be chosen and lead with gentleness, godliness and great love. You and I stand a chance before that Great and Mighty God only because of his everlasting kindness and love. Like a shepherd who lays down his life for the sheep(John 10) he know us so well and cares for us to the point of sacrificing his own self that we will be saved. The work is already done on the cross! And each day he carries us like little lambs that need care in the shepherd's arms. See his reward is with him as well as ...